“I don't wanna be
accompanied"
I want to be alone.
He hugs me, as if he wants the
life out of me.
I go on, not looking back.
This would be fun. To the world,
I'd be a facade, invincible.
I turn to my bag, my earphones and
phone. MUSIC!!!
I plug them.
“I'm on top of the World"
I'd feel out of place “without
those songs".
Things just couldn't get better,
it just couldn't. 😒
Along he comes, seen by the last
person I don't wanna be with. A Stranger.
I shall try to ignore his
presence, and hope to God, that he evaporates.
He touches me, as if to say:
*“Earth to Ifedolapo"
*“Leave me alone, could you just
be run over by a lorry?"
The only way to send him away is
to encourage him, to seem to give him my attention.
I let go of the left earpiece,
faking interest.
“My name is ---, yours?"
“Dolapo"
What's worse? He's going my way.
“Can I accompany you?"
Do i look like I wanna be
accompanied?
*“Away with you, dim-witted
fellow".
I grin.
“No"
He insists, i give in.
Hence, a hullabaloo of a monologue
ensued.
“Yeah", “No"...
I now regret not letting him
accompany me.
He compliments my mask.
How amusing?
If only he knew How much of an
asshole I am.
Then comes the moment we've been
waiting for, the perfect chance to blow him off.
“I wanna be your friend"
“I'm not friendly"
“Blah Blah Blah..."
His vanity amuses me.
His inability to speak good
English, creates a disgust in me.
“Can I have your number?"
“NO"
“---------------"
Urgh, don't they abate? Don't they
ever?
I try to distract him by distracting
me,
but this dim-witted fella seems
determined. I give him anyways.
“07087818476"
Not like I look forward to talking
to him. He still follows me.
“Skedaddle" ARGH!!! Where is
a fatal accident when needed? I move faster.
Finally, he gets it, says his loud
yet inaudible goodbye. I hurry home.
“Imagine" comes on, and I
ponder:
What if: I was invisible, my cries
inaudible? My heart hurt,
And I feel it not? My presence
felt, caused no heart to melt? At me you look,
And read me clearly as a book? And
amidst the whines,
My star still shines?
But before me, is reality, I gotta
face it:
Everything was made to make me
uneasy.
WRITTEN BY IFEDOLAPO
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